haiz.. we are married for only coming to 4months? and we are not happy..

so vex.. y? cos by some inconsiderate ppl..

jus married.. 'when u having kids?' everytime topic will b kids.. give me article on eating bananas to aid sperm health.. and article to enhance my breast.. OK! i know i m not big busted! but don u think u are over the edge? wat has my breast got to do with u.. and his sperm also ur biz? give us a break! we are newly married.. not married for 30yrs without kids.

on the day of our wedding, fil took our angpow $$ to go KTV with his frens.. while we are fretting over the -$6k (losses from banquet). And after we came back from our honeymoon.. 1st visit to pil place.. mil ask for $$ to pay for fil's CPF. while we are still in deficit.. And start whining to me abt her past.. her relationship between her and her hubby(my fil), how do i digest this? why this isnt shown before my wedding? this is a bit too over whelming for me...

on the day of the wedding, frens commented tat i look v tired.. But actually i m drained from all my mil's comment.. abt my hubby not loving us jus cos he didnt come up to fetch us down to the ballroom and her request to tie and re-tie her shawl again and again.. while i m not ready and there's only 2 of us in the room.. when actually she is not suppose to b with me.. she should b downstairs entertaining her guests. and after the whole dinner ended, she refuse to leave our room.. dots.. tell me abt it.. oh to add on, i didnt enjoy the wedding dinner.. too many restrictions.. by both parents.. wanted to stay and drink with frens at the ballroom but was ask to go up and open our room for them.. haiz..

and last weekend she came over.. i expected her to come alone so we can tok but in the end, she came with aunt.. and both of them tok abt renting or selling of my pil's flat.. whether to rent or sell.. and aunt advise to rent so when she(mil) is unhappy with staying with us, she can move back to her own house.. which is weird as we nv once say we are letting them stay with us.. and both mil and aunt tok on the same frequency to sponsor mil a trip with aunt and aunt's hubby to switzerland.. which is $3k and she commented damn cheap! how cheap is $3k when i don even dare to spend tat amt on myself.. and anyway i don see her contributing anything while aunt's son sponsor his parents cos they help tk care of his son.. so logical.. and the son volunteered.. while my mil ask for it from us.. do we look like we are damn rich or wat.. rejected! no use getting aunt to act this kinda show with u.. i will nv give in.. PERIOD!

anyway, tats all i gona say.. too tired.. gona slp.. continue again..