i am so sad.. i didnt know tat something i said will make him interpret it as divorce.. maybe its my fault.. i wasnt tactful enuff.. but i reali had enuff.. wats wrong with enthu-ly trying to design our ideal home? its ours isnt it? its jus hurt me big time.. i reali wan to move on but i am stuck.. and dar dar said i am "3min heat" and he say its always.. u tink i wan ma? i wan to do so many things but he is always not interested.. everything i do have to put on hold cos of one word or sentence from him.. and yes its all my fault.. why should i listen to wat he say? jus ignore him la.. haiz.. think its the attachment from beneath ba.. i am always affected by his words.. i am so useless.. i wish one day i will stand up and say i will live by myself.. and reali go by it.. think once i succeed den he wont keep drowning me with words and say i am "3min heat"? i reali wan to prove myself once.. maybe i should leave town.. live somewhere all by myself for 20yrs and coome back to me independent and happy.. maybe i should? will he bother? i am still aching inside.. ouch.. its hurts.. sob sobz..