Hihi.. Morning!! Now its 8.20am over here.

Just like wat dar dar blog, i have been waking up early these days. Trying to keep this healthy habit since my job next month leave me no choice but to be out and ready for the company bus by 6pm. Haiz.. I got no complain as i want to earn earn earn and more earning. Gonna work hard and hopefully everything goes as plan.

What worry me most will be dar dar.. for the next few months should be tedious and lonely months.. Hope that our house will arrive shortly so as we can reno it and dar dar can linger there instead. :)

Now dar dar also wake up le.. Ok.. end of blog. Oh i have also done up a kitchen draft drawing for our house. Got chance i will blog here.

Ok. BB..

today is a sunny day.. weather super duper hot and humid.. i am perspiring like nobody's business.. hopefully this weather is not going to continue any longer.. its gona b like desert one day.. zz

today i had fun, wake up sunny and fresh.. and breakfast and a stalk of sunflower waiting for me.. so nice.. feeling abit sheepish from last nite lack of slp and arguement.. this morning is indeed very different.. went to our house took pictures, ate breakfast dar dar bought there(doughstick and dou hua) and he bought me chocolates but spoilt ones.. haiz.. wasted..

den we went ikea, measure our imaginary kitchen and wad to do for it.. haha.. not bad outcome.. i kinda like it.. and we wanted to eat at giant cos sick of ikea food le.. and of cos its very crowded as usual.. but giant is also the same so we went back to dar dar's house coffeeshop to have our kway chap.. heh heh.. reali v nice.. love it though its fattening.. hahaha.. =P

den went his house and its nap time.. ZZZZzzzZZZZZzzzz i went.. hahaha dar dar joined me right after he finish his internet using.. ZZZZZZZzzzZZZZZzzzz.... we went.. ahahahaha

den wake up have snacks and decided to go East Coast for our nice dinner but was disappointed cos there's a car jam and no parking lots at all.. zzz so off we go to katong..

had dinner at a rather strange cafe( i suppose) and i had chicken chop noodle while dar dar ordered pork chop shanghai noodle.. nice but a little oily i feel..

and we pop next door to have MANGO ICE!! yea.. nice.. but the shop is very warm.. don know y.. and i commented tat the seller look like Raw but dar dar object saying its so different.. but i still feel otherwise.. hahaha.. stubborn

den we walk ard and its home time..

dar dar been slping early these nites thus i have time to blog.. nice! bb

i am so sad.. i didnt know tat something i said will make him interpret it as divorce.. maybe its my fault.. i wasnt tactful enuff.. but i reali had enuff.. wats wrong with enthu-ly trying to design our ideal home? its ours isnt it? its jus hurt me big time.. i reali wan to move on but i am stuck.. and dar dar said i am "3min heat" and he say its always.. u tink i wan ma? i wan to do so many things but he is always not interested.. everything i do have to put on hold cos of one word or sentence from him.. and yes its all my fault.. why should i listen to wat he say? jus ignore him la.. haiz.. think its the attachment from beneath ba.. i am always affected by his words.. i am so useless.. i wish one day i will stand up and say i will live by myself.. and reali go by it.. think once i succeed den he wont keep drowning me with words and say i am "3min heat"? i reali wan to prove myself once.. maybe i should leave town.. live somewhere all by myself for 20yrs and coome back to me independent and happy.. maybe i should? will he bother? i am still aching inside.. ouch.. its hurts.. sob sobz..

Sunrise at our future house.. hmm from this angle, i guage.. we will most probably see this view from our wet area.. hahaha..

Today.. dar dar had his 1st paper and its open book which he didnt know until he reach school and met his fren outside the examination hall.. so blur right? he was so busy and attentive studying for the past few days.. nonetheless, still glad he say he did well.. haha..

he went for his 2nd RT session today and ran 4clicks.. which is ard 10rounds.. i guess round a field? hmm but his buddy said he ran 11.. which dar dar also say he lost count.. arent he blur?

hmm tok to him abit.. and realise we are getting old le.. dar dar starting work next month which is May.. and i am kinda lost.. hahah.. too use to have him beside me.. and now he is starting work.. i feel kinda weird.. haha but i am glad.. cos dar dar can finally "yang" me le.. he have been saying this like for years.. saying he wan "yang wo" give me good life.. etc etc.. and i have been telling him tat i m waiting.. waiting for him to yang wo.. hahaha

and jus now he was like saying.. he wan to earn big bucks fast.. and i was like.. y? don rush.. take things easy.. den he say cannot.. he wan to earn the most money in the shortest time cos he wan to give me good life.. he wan to support me and let us lead a better life.. i was like.. speechless.. not cos of wat.. but truthfully i am v touched.. i nv tot of asking him to yang wo or wad.. i cant even bear for him to work part time during uni life.. i wan him to enjoy life and spend more time on his studies.. but he worked reali hard i mus admit.. he is reali not wasting time at all.. not like me.. haha.. i am a lazy bum.. too lazy for anything..

i want to do something constructive for myself too! MUST MUST!! I CAN DO IT!

good nite hubby.. love u lots..

tomorrow makes the 1st day of dar dar's exam.. this will be his second last paper for uni life.. and he have been very busy and hardworking preparing for it.. seeing him so engrossed in his studies makes me feel so "an wei" at least i can say i worried abt his safety, meals, his well-beings, his feelings but reali i swear.. i nv once reali worry abt his studies.. the most is i worry abt him not having enuff time to study thats all.

marrying dar dar is something i did reali right.. at least i am sure this is one of the best decision i have made.. although he is engross in his work.. he does check on me as and when he is able to.. and it doesnt reali take long.. i jus have to sigh and here he comes.. checking on me.. and an ouch when i injuried my finger or even an exclaimation of "got mosquito!" will make him jump and start spraying the insecticide..

jus now the phone call makes me feel so sweet.. he is like a little boy.. he called me while he walk home.. as usual but this time he keep pestering me asking me to say something to him for his paper tml.. and i was like "how to? mum is behind me and i don wan anyone else to hear our conversation.. so i say later later.. den when he reach home.. he called me again and ask for a kiss.. again i cant.. and he use a pretty cute term from a taiwanese comedy drama.. i was feeling abit sad cos i rejected him twice.. =( i reali cannot not i don wan oh.. mus forgive me k?

so here i am... atoning myself..

DAR DAR tml jia you k? all the best oh.. you can do it! haha oh u call me le.. bb

Hihi

Its our 1Mth and 1 Day Anniversary today.. Although we may not feel much difference in our daily lives but i feel that our hearts are linked together even more.

At times dar dar will still get angry with me for my stupidity but i knew she did it for my own good. (I hope.. kekekekeke...) I believe my only really bad habit should be hard to wake up in the morning.. haiz.. i am still tryin hard to wake up early every morning but my zzzz monster is too strong.. Wahahahahahaha.

Don noe is it that we meet everyday but i feel that we are more and more alike.. We acually have the same thoughts most of the time that it is becoming scary.. -_-" But i think i still have much to know abt dar dar.. She is like a never ending story that never fails to surprise me from time to time.. And i hope i can read it forever..

On the last note.. I hope dar dar you would be Xin Fu and i will give my best to let you be..

I love you.. (Dots.. too mushy le ba.....)

okok.. bb.. i go help dar dar scratch scratch le..

Happy anniversary!!


Chun huan says: Happy Annivesary!! muacks
Irene says:hahaha happy anniversary!!
Chun huan says: 1month of MArriage and i still love youmuacks muacks
Irene says:lol! me too.. muacks!

hope this will go on for the rest of our lives.. lol!

today went shopping at orchard with dar dar.. and there is this funny thing..
we spotted my fav brand of kotex at guardian and its having a sale.. and my husband was like "quick take!" and he very auntiely grab the basket and start grabbing alot or rather all of the kotex from the selve into the basket.. and i was there laughing and say " enuff le enuff le.. so pai seh" den he look at me in the eye while still grabbing away.. "enuff meh? sure ma?" aiya.. get more la.. u are gona use it every month anyway... LOL! my husband.. wat can i say..

I LOVE U HUBBY!!

i received my belated birthday present from mei mei last nite.. omg.. i am so touched.. she bought me tat scrapcard kit from tampines1 shop.. the exact same one which i wanted but cant bear to buy for myself.. and she bought it for me.. yea! so happy when i see it.. and there is this roll of mickey mouse wrapper which i cant figure out wat is it for and mei mei say its for laying on the glass table top to act like table cloth.. hmm.. its an idea too.. but i mus agree tat wrapper look expensive and reali yummy.. i don think i will bear to use those at all.. thanks mei mei.. Muacks!

Jus now i met linbao on msn.. and i wonder wat is tat "give me strength" thingy all abt.. so being naughty.. i decided to haunt him abit.. and i send him.." strength strength strength" den he reply.. yo jus the person i wanna see... den i sweat.. and he told me the most astonishing secret he have been hiding from us.. but its ok.. reali.. i am cool abt it.. no big deal actually.. and after seeing wat he typed.. i reali pei fu his wife-to-be.. reali.. i wont have made it if i were her.. so conclusion.. girls cannot afford to marry the wrong guy.. can reali ruin ur life.. good luck to those marrying blindly.. haiz.. AAAAA..MEN...

received 2 news today.. one is lingbao's wedding in June and the other is elder sis's wedding on 25th dec this yr.. both equally shocking.. but i am very happy for lingbao.. he is a very stable guy for sure.. i am so happy to see our group growing.. heh heh.. mayb a baby from them early next yr? keke..

seeing the condition of my family this evening.. conclusion.. ALL GIRLIES, pls do not marry someone whom will raise his voice at your parents.. firstly, of cos it will hurt ur parents but 2ndly, u will be the one hurt in future.. trust me.. wont b wrong.. if he dare to be rude to your parents now even before marriage.. den ask yourself.. how will he treat u in future?

don trust a guy who treat your parents like rubbish cos what are u den? a rubbish from tat rubbish?

today i see the guy tok, he not only raise his voice at dad, also at my hubby and my younger sis.. we are only trying to put the point across to him and we didnt even raise our voice.. and he raise his voice saying how fucking busy he is, tat he have no time for his fucking wedding.. i mean.. fine.. its your wedding afterall.. who cares.. and who is he to raise his voice at my hubby? ONLY I CAN K! and i don do tat.. be a human being la! ask him go snip off his dick and wear a skirt before he raise his voice at my family and my hubby! FUCK OFF! my hubby is mine! damn pissed.. childish idiot!

watching horror show now.. don know where dar dar is.. he also wan watch de ar.. but he didnt answer my call.. hmm.. now he call me le..

3 weeks into marriage.. so far so good.. hahaha still feel glad i marry him.. perfect man for me.. cos we are so alike.. thoughts, likes for food.. (i don like, he will eat!) lol!! and dislikes for ah neh, ah tiong etc.. as well as some bad habits.. such as laziness, untidiness and cant be botherness.. lol!

even the way we watch horror show.. hahaha.. funny.. dar dar graduating in 3 weeks as in finish exams.. but convocation will only be in July.. Jia you oh! muacks love ya!

show end le.. enjoy the show even though its a tragedy at the end.. dar dar and me have been watching the show together via msn.. commenting on every stupid things tat happen.. now i m thinking how can i live without him..

Jus some thoughts...

Y let urself be affected by another person's irresponsible speech?

i think i have changed..

better or worse..

i am not sure..

Konichiwah!! don follow my spelling.. lol..

i am feeling abit free today and wanna blog more abt the hotel.. dardar's wish too.. here some pics on QUINCY!!

and here's the room..
the view from the bed into the toilet.. nice?

HI! Me back.. keke.. i lurve my presents and i lurve the stay.. its nice.. thanks hubby! love ya lots! muacks!!

Hihi



Yesterday is my first time celebrating bday with my wife.. First time with new status!! Yeah!

To mark this special day of cos cannot be any place. So by some luck, i chance upon a good deal. 3meals inclusive boutique hotel in the middle of orchard road. Cool rite? Not to mention the private mercs pick-up and drink-all-you-can sessions together with dinner(almost got drunk, drank 2 scotch whisky and a tiger beer while dar dar only drink a glass of red wine) Don think that since the meal is free so the quality and quantity is compromised, instead the meals are in huge portion, nice dinner selection (Had a median steak although we order median rare and a seafood spaghetti with half a flower crab!) and breakfast buffet has decent spread but the lunch although also have wide election but not to our taste. (Had a rice noodle with seafood seem like hor fan and a nasi padang which is like fried rice with ikan and 1 chicken wing(oily))

The facilities also good. 24hr pool and gym and suana located at 12 floor! all for freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

Not to mention the room is very well decorated except a stale smell from the toilet.. >.< The toilet can be seen from the bedroom with mirrors almost everywhere, free minibar and of cos designer molten brown toiletries (which of cos we have to stun home!! For freeeeeeeeeeee...) Best of all guess all of above for how much?? Not exceeding 350... Wahahahahaha.. BUt also not the price lar.. its the staffs that is very friendly and not itimidating.

We reached the hotel at 2 and check in.. was told that we are given a french imported wine but later to our dismay its a misunderstanding.. Haiz.. hahaha.. We hang ard a while wowing at the room facilities before proceeding to paragon for a short walk and proceed to our dinner.. After dinner we went back to room and laze ard.. soaking in the bathtub and watch tv.. relaxing nei.. we managed to stay till quite late b4 i doze off.. :) at ard 5am we woke up again to go for a dip in the pool which dar dar call me crazy.. crazy it might seem to swim in the ice cold pool but i must say i enjoy myself with dar dar. Not to forget we went to suana and testing the gym too.

followed by breakfast, more hang ard and check out plus lunch.

Oh.. the gifts for dar dar.. yap giftssss with sss.. haha.. got her a nice blushes and a fossil latest wallet. Hope she likes it. :)

Okok.. tired le.. bb..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! and i am sick! KAOZ..

SIANZZZzzzzz............