Saddest day of my life..
Friday, February 13, 2009
Today we quarrel again. Not happy at all.. This time its my fault. I am always hot headed but only to dar dar. Maybe this is because i care too much abt her but i hurt her even more. Am i the one for her? Especially when the wedding bell is drawing near.. the more i want to give everything to dar dar but this created even more stress. Now my feeling is mixed up..
I always feel i am not good enough for dar dar, even when we quarrel like now, she still making something for me for valentine day. Such a sweet woman, am i entitled to have her?
BUT!! Now is not the time to think of all this! *Buck Up!!* I am marrying her le. So even if now i cant give her happiness like other man can give but i will be the only man who will aim to give her happiness till the day i die and i will give it to her even if its a small step a time but it indeed is a small step closer.
Jia You.. I can do it..
BB..