it jus hit me in my head tat... I HAVEN HAD LUNCH today.. omg! dar dar too.. haiz.. think gona have supper tonight again.. i am trying to loss some weigh can.. haiz..

lunch is impt...

HIHI!!

I am so happy today.. >.<

Officially announcing.... We will ROM on the 16th of March 2009!! Yeah!!!!

Haha.. Gonna grab onto my dar dar before she flew off.. :) (Brilliant move right?)

Going to bathe now..

Okok.. BB..

today my VS spree came.. nice! dar dar blur blur thot the parcel will come my house when actually its billed to his house.. and he made me wait impatiently for my parcel and me being the innocent one sat there the whole afternoon waitin for the doorbell to ring.. well, it did but i open the door only to find the Yakult auntie outside looking hopefully at us to buy from her.. well, i rejected her but mum said ok.. so ok and she bought a row.. zzz

received dar's call that the parcel arrived and i was like.. huh? den he say its at his house... zzzz so me being the kind one have to wait patiently for him to come in the evening ard 6pm...

hahaha but other than this, i lurve them.. my loots.. i like the bags and makeup and lingries.. woohoo! thanks honey.. dar dar requested for a kiss and i peck him on the cheeks.. and he requested for another... sua lai.. =.=

OUR HOUSE!

this morning, went breakfast at 4am and came home at 8.15am... went to bed and wake up at 1plus near 2pm... omg.. hahahah

laze ard the whole afternoon at my house and evening went tm for tepanyaki for dinner.. and tats all..

Happy anniversary..

Today is the last anniversary for us as a couple.. and dar dar is so sweet... i reali have no regret choosing him and seriously, i cant think of whom will make a better hubby than him..

heres the email from him... ( i saw it pop out from the msn and tot he sent me an e-card)

Dar dar I guess only this way you will get a surprise yet able to choose wat you want.. Some item you may not have chosen.. But i choose for you.. Keke..
I love you..
Happy Anniversary 2009..
Also a make up for my disappointing Valentine Day..

EthanYour Hubby


Date: Sun, 15 Feb 2009 14:07:15 -0500From: Service@VictoriasSecret.comTo: ZRIC83@HOTMAIL.COMSubject: Victoria's Secret Order Confirmation - Order #385097112

Dear Chun,

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so tell me.. how can i not be happy? of cos i should be and i am!
thanks dar dar for all u have done.. i love u lots too!!

zzz... now sitting here writing.. while waitin for the war to start.. nervous.. heart abit aching.. stiff.. pain pain.. don know y.. hope i wont have a heart attack before the war.. but reali uncomfortable..

later is our 7yrs 11months anniversary.. i haven tot of anything to give dar dar or any nice place to go with dar dar.. hope i am in the right mood to celebrate ba.. feel so upset today le.. hope can move house soon..

heart getting worse.. will i die?

Today we quarrel again. Not happy at all.. This time its my fault. I am always hot headed but only to dar dar. Maybe this is because i care too much abt her but i hurt her even more. Am i the one for her? Especially when the wedding bell is drawing near.. the more i want to give everything to dar dar but this created even more stress. Now my feeling is mixed up..

I always feel i am not good enough for dar dar, even when we quarrel like now, she still making something for me for valentine day. Such a sweet woman, am i entitled to have her?

BUT!! Now is not the time to think of all this! *Buck Up!!* I am marrying her le. So even if now i cant give her happiness like other man can give but i will be the only man who will aim to give her happiness till the day i die and i will give it to her even if its a small step a time but it indeed is a small step closer.

Jia You.. I can do it..

BB..

update on 1st feb 2009

Was msning with dar dar.. and it reali warm my heart to see this..

"its my life time goal to have you with me till me grow old"
my thoughts: yea, its mine too.. cant imagine how i can live without you.

and he say "first i love you no matter what or who you are.." "second dar dar will nv be ugly.."
"you are a gem in my eyes forever"

Wo Si xing fu de... Woohoo!!

keke.. here i am again..
today laze ard at my house the whole day.. zzz so feel like slping.. but cant..
mum cook dinner for us and its nice..

played game the whole day.. told myself.. must gear up for tml and after's hard work.. mus work hard le.. aiyo y i so lazy de?

i cant stand myself wor.. hope to earn more $$.. to be cash rich.. to have a nice house.. realise long ago tat i have lots of wants and needs but not enuff $$.. zzz

looked through the things we wanted for our lovenest.. realise.. simple is the best.. reali.. glad to have a house so soon le.. and i am getting married le.. jus realise i old le..

ade muimui jus reminded me our ROM is jus next month and she tell me to do more mask.. my face cannot make it i suppose.. haiz.. headache.. i wan go facial!!

bb.. going wash up soon.. slping soon..

today...

my legs aches, body stiff.. all cos of yesterday jogging and shopping..
dar dar stomach not well... all cos of yesterday's bbq.. heartache..
hungry.. waiting for my breakfast..
house atmosphere v weird.. haiz..

today is a weird weird day..

i love my hardrock cafe mug though.. :P

dadadadadada! Tadadaahh.. mission impossible.. wahahhaha.. today we went jogging in the morning and i manage to clock 1.5km! Woohoo!!

but i missed my breakfast.. so bad.. and i work like a maid.. washing my own clothes.. hanging out the clothes and now my back aches like shit.. !@#$%

keke thinking of the shopping trip later with yenyen jus make me excited la.. wahahhaha.. but now where's my lunch? zzz

Hihi..

I am here again to give a serious thought abt myself..

Why is it male cannot multi-task efficiently.. If i can do it then i will not miss any of the moment that dar dar wanna spend with me.. Haiz.. maybe i am not thoughtful enough.. *pondering* Luckily today dar dar not angry with me for a long time but i still does not feel good.. Although i say dar dar angry easily but on deeper thoughts should be i myself not xi xin enough ba.. If i would pay more attention on her then all this will not happen..

So here i am writing this reflection blog to remind myself to pay more attention to dar dar.. Now she go brush teeth le.. Gonna slp early as tml we going for a run.. keke..

BB.. nite nite..

Hihi

Surprise that i am here at this time.. Wahahahaha.. Dar Dar slping so i invade her com.. WAhahahahahahaha.. Mine.. all mine... *Grin*

I also feel like slping.. -_-"

Today laze the whole day.. nice.. but have to do abit of work.. Cannot be so lazy.. -_-" Maybe i should slp too?.. Umm.. nono cannot give in to the monster.. ZzZzzzzz...............................

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*pop*

Ops.. wat happen.. Wahahaha.. Lame..

Bored here.. yawn.. maybe i go surf net for a place to eat for valentine.. Have not really decide on the place yet.. But go where? Haiz.. Umm.. wat should i get for her? Hmm.. Headache.. keke..

Ohh.. she wake up le.. dots.. ok bb..

Hihi.. Here i am..

Read dar dar's blog and i felt so happy.. keke..I will take that as a compliment minus the always anger her part.. Wahahaha..

My new year resolution.. hmm.. first try to make dar dar happy everyday. Second, complete my study and graduate. Third, clinch more deals for our biz. and Lastly, do a good job for my work in Keppel.

Dar dar don give urself too much stress. direction in life is very ambiguous thus you may be confuse now but trust me, just stick to your feeling and you will never go wrong. But seriously you have already achieve greatness, not just in your courage to step into biz world but also manage to catch hold of such a good hubby right? *vomit* excuse me for my bu zhi liang li. Wahahahaha..

For now, lets do a thing at a time. Being focus is better than wanting everything but get none in the end. Do not worry, do not panic because whatever that is awaiting for us ahead, i will face it with you and not let you be alone. I will take care of you, my love.

OK.. gonna slp le.. BB.. i also need to rest my aching muscles.. :)

nite..

omg.. when is the last time i went jogging? I went today with dar dar and mummy.. manage to do a km.. zzz and my bones are aching all over now.. wo de tian ar.. painful.. i can also feel the tireness overcoming me.. feel like dozing off le..

don know wat dar dar wana do tml.. seriously.. i was thinking.. mayb i should buck up and do something meaningful in my life.. but and again.. i am lost now.. how to tink abt others.. 1 more month to ROM but i am so lazy to work out and look at those photos i take.. so fAT.... =.= how to wear gown? god help me.. zzz as if he will answer my prayers... i don even believe in him.. bleh..

house coming.. and i am lost also.. want so many things but also know cannot do so many things.. trying to minimise thinking so wont have more ideas and thus not feeling too upset.. but.. its a fact that i am excited.. bleh..

been seeing so many cute stuffs lately.. i don feel cute anymore.. sob..

going to 8yrs with dar dar.. and strangely, i nv feel sick of him.. i mean.. i do get upset over things with him.. but if 1 day don see him, i will feel weird all over.. "thats love i guess" elderlys said so too..

Sometimes i think wat is my New Year's Resolution... seriously i don have one.. except.. get ur ass moving girl! omg.. don think i can keep to even this..

this is me..