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Monday, October 06, 2008
Hihi
Blogging again.. Umm today as mention earlier been lazin ard at dar dar house.. Nice.. Just that no time for cozying and cuddling.. Umm tml i have to think hard.. must plan to bring dar dar go out play.. but maybe tml morning go exercise first ba..
today quarral again.. its my fault lar.. hold things also nv hold properly.. then the whole beads fall on the floor.. Then dar dar say i stare at her.. i was like too shock le lor.. where got time to stare.. haiz.. hate my facial expression.. must change.. maybe really not that expressive.. my eyes = -.- stare = O.O change = o.o or -.O or @.@ keke.. haiz.. Many things to change and amend.. got to work harder.. But tats not all the stupid things i do.. i still argue.. -_-" thought i already say not to argue with dar dar.. haiz..but you know.. sometime things just flood my mind.. esp the words from her mouth.. sound superly hurtful.. I think maybe its because i always think that she understand me the most so when i hear those words it makes me feel that all these while dar dar not know me.. so sad.. But and again.. when ppl are angry who will say nice words.. So snowball effect.. she got angry.. then i got angry then quarral.. Although i know it is my fault but in the end i cant even "hong" her.. so loser right.. I MUST JIA YOU!! or else dar dar really fly away then i will have me myself to blame only..
Gotta find an iron cage.. WAhahahaha..
Lastly.. dar dar i love you no matter what i said what i did, deep inside me my heart is stolen by you and filled up with my affection for you.. my mind is coloured with your joyous face and my life is nv lonely with you beside me.
Ok.. gonna slp soon le.. BB..