Sianz... I jus wan to slp forever!!!!!
Friday, July 07, 2006
Morning, now is 11.15am and I am sianz.. I am sick of having so many problems.. it jus come on and on and on.. no ending.. I havent solve one and the rest keep coming.. Tired..
I nv know that it will hurt so much de.. I tot i can take it in stride.. I guess i am not so strong after all.. -.-
I am so confused now.. I dont know who is lying who is real.. She is so insistent while he is so quiet.. it just seems he is guilty.. right? I don know.. Mayb we shouldnt have started.. Mayb we shouldnt have met and know each other.. mayb i shouldnt have accepted him.. maybe maybe maybe.. ha.. so many..
I dont know wat I should think now.. Give him a chance or not.. I don know.. 3 times le.. not 1 time.. How can I bear to imagine them together for 3 nites??!!!! Wat the hell are they doing? She say she did ask him whether he is attached or not.. but last nite he cant say a thing.. Is he the cunning one? I don know too..
Haiz... I guess i will need to have someone mature to talk to.. but i guess this person will nv come into my life..
I dont know.. :(